Its Been a Good and Bad Day Here at Black Rock

I have been working on this one project for about three weeks, it required a lot of custom coding..all I got from the project owner was a few images of how they wanted the site to look..and my agent for this section of my work way under bid the hours..but I am true to my word and set about my work..now after toiling for over three weeks, from 7am to 7pm right thru the weekends, finally I was at the end..and the first customer review..it looked just like the images I was sent...all the custom coding done.

Even though I had been sick and struggling to keep going I pushed on.  I had wrangled myself thru all the self talk about how I couldnt measure up..and the site was done and delivered.

Several times I emailed the client with questions...no response..I sent links to different pages on the site..still no response..and today when it was all done..and I had achieved a huge understanding about myself and the edges of where I could push my work and feeling pretty darn proud.

The client took one look and hated it, its a mess, but it looks just like your images, but its not the same size..well yours is an image mine is the world wide web. I cant show this to my clients..(my client is a marketing firm his client is the author) but it looks like your images..I emailed you questions you never responded...

So I guess I suck..I am depressed..I could have rested, I could have been spending time cleaning my house, working on  my other clients who like me, projects..no its a mess...

Its like giving birth and having someone say..eeek thats not a baby it a giraffe...argh.